The Calendar is Not the Boss of Me!

It’s that time of year… we’ve all heard it; even more so when it is indeed, this time of year. Beginning every November, “tis the season” for gratitude, generosity, a desire for peace on Earth and that things are merry and bright. These are undoubtedly lovely sentiments but each and every year it becomes even more clear to me that saving up all the well-wishes for the end of the year is not only artificial, but stress-inducing.

What if… our reality and the calendar don’t jive?

What if we’re feeling down for some reason at “the most wonderful time of the year.” We put ourselves through a wringer of despair and blame, that’s what. We wonder what kind of a jerk would have the audacity to have an emotional, health or financial Issue in his or her life at a time when, seemingly, the rest of the world is celebrating and spending wildly, all the while feeling cheery and hopeful?

What if family, rather than being a haven of security and unconditional love, represents a tangle of conflicted feelings, sorrow, shame, regret and anger. Those pining to be home for the holidays with their family don’t seem to appreciate that your memories of home and hearth aren’t as rosy as theirs. In your reality, being with family, the people who are supposed to bring you comfort and connection, instead, remind you of bleak and confusing times.

What if you don’t celebrate any of the many holidays that have been dumped into the end of the year “Happy Holidays” bucket. Rather than bringing you a sense of connection to your fellow humans, seeing everyone celebrating “something” underscores the fact that you are celebrating nothing – and a sense of isolation meets you at the end of the year.

It’s incongruent scenarios like these that have over the years affected me personally at this supposedly “magical” time of year that make me think ponder the legitimacy of this social construct. Some of the darkest days in my life have been between Thanksgiving and New Year’s Day. No matter how hard I tried to “get with the program,” I did not experience a sense of holiday joy. What made it worse was the sense that everyone else had. Why, I’ve come to wonder, do we make these pre-designed emotional boxes that dictate to us how to feel, what to feel and when to feel it?

I’m all for the “spirit of the holidays.” Consider me a big fan of the whole generosity, peace and warm wishes toward others thing. I just don’t understand why those feelings are delegated to one time of the year – and then made to seem mandatory. A holiday commercial this year mentioned that this was the “season of love.” Why can’t they all be seasons of love? (I’m just such a hippy…)

It seems to me that depending upon the calendar to dictate our priorities can sabotage our sense of peace and life satisfaction. Instead of giving the power to that arbitrary, monthly separation of a year, let’s celebrate the power WE have every day, any day, to embrace our innate ability to create the reality we want.

We’ve got the power!

While the holidays are still fresh in our minds, I think this observation is particularly apt. It’s in regard to the holiday “miracle” of spirit and action that supposedly happens every year. I’m struck by the fact that this so-called miracle is really the product of everyone having the same objective and, wait for it…working diligently, tirelessly, rampantly together toward that goal. We collectively create the miracle – a beautiful world of good deeds and dreams fulfilled – yet the very people responsible for it attribute it to something other than ourselves; a gift from on high, if you will. Why, I wonder, do we shirk taking responsibility for personally creating the very miracle we desire? I would go farther, to say that if we could embrace our personal power to pull off a miracle every December, why not in August – and dare I say, all year long?

So let’s break free of the calendar!

Have we become emotionally lazy by, rather than digging deep for our own inspiration, relying on external influences to supply it? I sincerely hope we are able to get in touch with our own, authentic emotions. Perhaps it’s a matter of blind conformity? While it’s not always easy to chart your own course, I hope that we can find the inner bravery to act in ways that are true to ourselves, regardless of what others do.

My deepest sense is that we suffer from a lack of realization that we have more control over the state of our lives and inner contentment than we are willing to recognize. I propose that we try to see ourselves in our own context, apart from that page of dates that tries to dictate how motivated, hopeful, relaxed, grateful or exuberant we are.

Maybe today you feel energized and present. Great, go with that, whether it’s the new year, when you’re expected to be gung-ho for making those resolutions come to life, or it’s October when the calendar says we should be already reaping what we’ve sown earlier in the year. You’re neither early nor late. You are where you are and that’s all that matters. Perhaps it’s June and, instead of having “fun in the sun” on your mind, you’re deeply entrenched in an emotional or health-related downturn. Kick the “I should…” out of your life – it’s no friend to you. We don’t need the seasons making us feel out of sync with what we think the rest of the world is concurrently experiencing. It’s artificial, random and it puts us to a test we’re bound to ultimately fail.

I’m not saying we shouldn’t heed the rhythm of nature, as the natural creatures that we are. The frigid, dark days of winter certainly make me (at least some days) dream of hibernating rather than creating. Just recognize that the calendar does not get to choose what, when or how you feel – or how you feel about how you feel. That, my dear, is completely and utterly up to the only one whose opinion counts: YOU.

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Playa del Carmen: A Retrospective – Day 4

Memories of August 10, 2016 – Wednesday morning was here – time to catch the bus to Chichén Itzá with about 50 other tourists. We boarded our very comfortable air conditioned coach and headed off through the Mexican countryside. The ride was pleasant, expertly navigated by our driver, Francisco. Our personable tour guide, Felipe was assisted by the efficient Jesus. Felipe made a point of pronouncing Jesus’ name with a hard “jee” sound, rather than the Spanish “hay” sound. Funny guy – little joke for the American turistas. After a light breakfast of Mexican pastries and orange juice, Felipe passed out name tags to each of us with his name on them. This was a bit confusing until he explained that, when we arrived at Chichén Itzá, there would be dozens of similar buses and, should we become separated from our group, we could be reunited more easily by knowing that we belong on Felipe’s bus. Ah, ha – made sense. Today, we are all Felipe.

About 25 minutes out of Chichén Itzá, we made a stop at a rambling gift shop filled with room after room of local artisan-made items. As we wandered, Scott and I were both attracted to a fire-glazed black pitcher. Scott did a quick peso-to-dollar conversion and determined that the price was a whopping…$12.00. Well, there was no question that little beauty was going home with us. As we made our way toward the front to checkout, we passed a display of Mexican vanilla. I was thrilled to discover that a liter of the “good stuff” cost only $8.00 American dollars. Thrilled with our finds, we hurried back to the bus with seconds to spare before it headed off the the ruins.

Scott patiently waiting for me to take all the photos I wanted

Right off the bus, Chichén Itzá looks like any amusement park entrance. Throngs of people milled about. Jesus offered us a sunbrella; we would be glad to have taken it at several points under the midday sun. With my “special needs” knees, the pace of the tour was uncomfortably fast at times. I fell behind on the path entering the grounds, but once we caught up to the place where our group had assembled, I was awestruck by the view of El Castillo, the massive pyramid. Once we’d received our initial briefing from Felipe, we had some time to wander the ruins. At several key locations, we assembled again for more information and history – and for refills on water. Despite there being more walking than my knees could enjoy, the rest of me was thrilled for the opportunity to visit the ancient ruins.

On the way back to the resort, we stopped at a phenomenal place for lunch. It was a combination nature park and buffet restaurant – an oasis of a sort in the middle of the Mexico wilderness. We were greeted with a shot of a local green tea that was supposed to have amazing health benefits. It was delicious but I have no idea what it was called. The restaurant was prepared to accommodate our tour group. The food was excellent and abundant. As we strolled through the grounds on our way back to the bus, we were awed by the array of native flora and fauna. Certainly nothing like the “middle America” landscape to which we’re accustomed. So exotic! Felipe showed us waaaayyyy up in a tree an avocado growing – easily grapefruit-sized. When we remarked at how much larger it was than avocados we get in the U.S., he divulged that they keep the big ones and export the smaller ones. Good for them!

There was still more on this day of adventure! A visit to Ik kil Cenote was also on the agenda! For those of you who, like me prior to this day don’t know what a cenote is, here’s a definition from Wikipedia:

A cenote (English: /sᵻˈnoʊti/ or /sɛˈnoʊteɪ/; American Spanish: [seˈnote]) is a natural pit, or sinkhole, resulting from the collapse of limestone bedrock that exposes groundwater underneath.

The walk from the parking lot to the cenote was enough for me on that very hot day. An opportunity to descend to water level and swim in the cenote was offered. Not really being water lovers, we opted to watch from above. It was lush and jungle-like here. It was heartening to hear the excited screams and splashing from the divers and swimmers below.

The route back to the resort passed through several small villages, providing a little glimpse of life on a Wednesday afternoon in this hot, desolate area of the world. Many small homes, tiny shops and old cars lined the narrow road through town; life seemed simple there. Hard, yes. Meager, yes. But definitely uncomplicated, the likes of which I sometimes long for. A silly, romantic notion…I know.

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Back at the resort, my knees were burning but so was my imagination for having spent the day in such an amazing place on earth. Upon returning to our room, I was delighted to discover an elephant towel sculpture upon our bed, beside a heart fashioned from rose petals. How did they know I love elephants?

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Playa del Carmen: A Retrospective – Day 3

Memories of 8/9/16 – Tuesday was a low-key day at the resort. Another lovely breakfast buffet where the choices never ceased to end, followed by a bit more exploring. Now that we had our bearings, we became aware of opportunities to participate in some off-site activities. Once we heard of a day trip to the Mayan ruins of Chichén Itzá, we needed hear no more! We booked our adventure for the next day, which also included a visit to Cenote Ik kil. My, how our Spanish language knowledge was growing already! We were thrilled for the unexpected opportunity to experience both an amazing, historic cultural wonder, and a natural one!

We found a beautifully decorated scallop shell towel sculpture upon stopping back at our room in the early afternoon. We spent a little time on our private balcony, enjoying the peace, the nothing-to-do-ness and happy sounds of our fellow vacationers milling about below.

That evening, we enjoyed a feast at the resort’s Brazilian restaurant. It included course after course of foods cooked on skewers and served at the table. The amount and variety of foods offered was absolutely overwhelming: Several cuts of beef, sausage, chicken, shrimp… A beautiful array of vegetables and, lest I forget, bucket o’salad. And a chimichurri I could have just drunk right out of the bowl!

Stuffed and relaxed, we wobbled outside to the strains of the evening’s entertainment. We found an empty table at a fair distance away, ordered up a couple (more) margaritas and enjoyed the lively music and dancing.

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Playa del Carmen: A Retrospective – Day 2

By this day last year, we’d settled in and recovered from “travel day weariness.” We were excited to get out and about to explore this wonderful resort and all it had to offer!

Memories of 8/8/16 – As I look at the photos from this day, it is clear to me that I wanted to capture every sight with my camera so I could somehow “take” pieces of the experience with me to visit again into the future. Not that I don’t trust my memory, but I didn’t want to let a second go by, it seemed, without snapping an image of every detail.

The photos in the slideshow were taken by me unless noted that Scott took them. He took four to my forty; clearly preferring substance over quality.

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Playa del Carmen: A Retrospective

It was our distinct pleasure and privilege to be treated to a family vacation last year to Playa del Carmen, Mexico by my wonderful and generous mother-in-law, Sharon. I haven’t shared many photos from that thrill-of-a-lifetime adventure, but this week, on the one year anniversary, I plan to remedy that. Each day, August 7-14, I’ll share our photos and memories of what we were up to south of the border on the corresponding day in 2016.

I hope you’ll enjoy going along with us on our retrospective.

Memories of August 7, 2016 – Up SO very early; to the airport in style with Sharon and the nieces and nephews; a lovely flight. On the ground: HOT (as is to be expected in August in Mexico); a cool and comfortable shuttle to the resort; being awestruck from the moment I stepped off the bus at this tropical paradise; a refreshing little shot of fruity water served to us as we checked in. A little language issue when asking an employee to help us find our room number leading to an impromptu detour; setting foot in that amazing room that awaited us!

Our settling-in night was low key: Acquainting ourselves with our room, our air conditioning (how loooowwww can it go?), our view and the contents of our mini bar. A quick drink in the buffet restaurant which was already closing for the evening; a trek to the resort’s Mexican restaurant for a light dinner; a leisurely stroll back to our room for some TV, including CSI: Miami in Spanish; learning that there’s a Mexican version of the Trivago guy and that the Spanish word for “selfie stick” is, indeed, “selfie stick.” Great sleep, despite unfamiliar surroundings, different bed and pillow. Buenas noches!

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